Tuesday, April 21, 2009

The Yard is waking up!!!!!!!!!!!!















































LOVE EXPRESSIONS

Good Afternoon! I wrote these poems to validate years of knowing and not knowing love, just going along with rather than enjoying the essence of a great relationship. Thank God for fantasies! they keep you going and now I want to share with you some of my love expressions!
Let me know what you think
God Bless
Doris "Peaches" Gray
BECAUSE OF YOU
Because of you
I awake unable to sleep
I think of you in my dreams
Because of you
I am entangled in your love, unable to function
made sweet love to me, and!
Because of you
I am hopelessly in love, you sat in the middle of my soul.
I held your heart in the palm of my hand
"AND CHRISTMAS CAME EARLY"
Because of you
There are no limits to my desires. I have endless fantasies
I no longer hunger for your presence. You are forever in my heart
and, because of you there will always be because of us in love.
TOGETHER!
CC
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THE MAN NOT YET KNOWN
This is dedicated to the man not yet known: from the bottom of my heart
I love you, for it was in my heart that I created you from the start.
I watched the sun go down, the clouds tucked themselves in for the night.
I saw the eyes if the man not yet known.
The tress sway with the smooth motion of the wind.
I feel the passion, as the crispness in the air sharpens!
I embrace the man not yet known.
Sunlight turns to into sunset, sunset into moonlight
In awe of the moment
I kiss the man not yet known.
We whisper in the silence of the night and listen to
musical love notes from afar.
In my deepest fantasy I am loved by the man not yet known.
CC
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LET'S TALK!
Your presence enlightens my mind and my body
I look at you and feel a special bond that makes me lust for
your body while I explore your mind and feel the fantasies that arouse me
Let's Talk!
Each time I see you, I feel your touch, but you are unaware that I exist
and I am unaware of how you may feel. You continue to walk in and
out of my life, while I walk with visions shining deep within my
dreams! If only they were real when reality slips in.
Let's Talk
When I see you enter the room I lust for your body but I am in desperate
need of a mental climaxing.
Let's Talk
CC

Friday, April 17, 2009

Several Thoughts: Life is just to short

I am finally working on my book of Love Expressions poems. I had put it off for different reasons, one being that I thought I could not do it.
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In 2005 I was on the brink of not knowing what was going to happen to me. I felt like everything was caving in. My children live in Chicago and I wanted them to all way be proud of me and I was not doing well. God sent me four angels. Betty, Donna, Rick and Kirk. I went from despair to being very blessed and grateful. You never know where your blessings will come, they are my extended family.
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Married at 19 years of age and divorced after 13 years, it took me few years! okay a lot of years to actually find myself, I guess that's what you call it! I am now 62 years young, I want to go to the spa and get a facial and massage and enjoy the pleasure of it all. I went to the ocean for the first time last year, it was awesome. I have never been camping, I still want to fall in love with that special someone. Little things make me happy and make me smile and thank God if I do meet that special someone and fall in love, I have learned enough over the years to be in love for the rest of my life. I am still growing up!
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I love to sing blues and jazz, I started singing when I was 50 years old. I know a little late huh!
I go to weekly blues and jazz jams and have been in three bands. I want to build a studio and have jams all the time.
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I want my children to move to Washington State, it would be less stressful for them, I could see them all the time and help raise my grandchildren.
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My son lost his wife (Tasha) in 2005, I lost my Mother and my oldest brother in 2006.. They passed away on the same day a month apart. It seems as if family and friends are disappearing and I can't make since of it all. So remember to live life to the fullest and everyday do something you have not done. Never really grow up!
Don't spend all your time trying not to die, you may forget to live. I will be posting poems and just random thoughts and hope I can touch some lives. I am not a very strong writer but I love doing it and welcome all your comments.
God Bless
Doris "Peaches" Gray