I Met Myself

I MET MYSELF!

I wrote this because a great friend of mineVirginia Ashby a wonderful jazz and R &B vocalist. I was about to sing at one of her awesome shows, and made the statement that I did not have any new material and had no idea what to sing! Virginia said " do you know who you are, have you met yourself"? That night I went home and I wrote this:

I met myself today! What a person I am always having advice for everyone and in the mist of that I was leaving myself out of the picture. I have found love for others and friendships leading to love and so fourth and so on. I have not however! found a love for myself. I mean I know all the things that it takes to have a great wonderful love life. I just have not put fourth the effort to help myself. I think that I am really deep down inside, may be just a little afraid, I mean all the baggage that I tell my friends not to take into a relationship, I might just do that! Not to sweet the little things, I might just do that! and not to take a lot of bull crap might do that!

So what is in store for me? Well I am just as important as everyone else. I met myself today and yes I am lonely but not depress or deprived. I would love to meet someone that I could share my thoughts and desires with, someone that I could laugh with and talk to without being judged, I met myself today and I am quite a gal, I love myself and I enjoy being around me, so I think I am ready for the big step. I am looking for the love of my life, I have not found him so I know he is out there somewhere! I refuse to think that is too late for me! Hell I am only 63. Just trying to keep my mind from having a talk with my body lol. What a day that would be, talking about a melt down!! I am going to lose 80 pounds( I am really trying). I still want to write a book, and still want to make another blues CD. I still want to spend the weekend in a cabin by the ocean, still want to be kissed while dancing in the middle of a ballroom floor, and still want to bath with rose petals! Oh well I know! I am still growing up and loving it. I am a mom an grand mom, a great grand mom, a blues singer and I write poetry, I enjoy life to the fullest. I think I am a good catch. No! this is not a profile for love. Just wanted to say I met myself today. Wow! awesome.
Meet yourself you may like who you are.

It has been a while!!

Well everyone I am back! Changing my profile picture and everything lol. I started this blogging thing some months back. I was so excited and then my mind went blank.. Maybe I was afriad of not being a great writer or maybe I thought that no one wanted to hear what I had to say. Well I am going to stick with it this time. everyone has his or her opition so, I am going to try it again, and I welcome your comments. God Bless have a wonderful day. And I might add any advice!!!!!